Level Completed !

back to the days when no one was important enough for me to spend time for
back to the days when no one cared enough to spend time for me
back to the days when I couldn't imagine what it feels to care for an other
back to the days when there was nothing to be excited about
when there was nothing to be worried about its lost
back to all those nights when I thought it maybe my last night , the end of a misery
back to those very days & nights when there was no hope
crawling crawling crawling .... without hoping to achieve somewhere
back to the life without any excitements , full of stress ...

but now , look at me all grown up from those hard days ... & here I am , living semi-alive (!) ... here I am , wanting to be alive ... I may not be that different from the past but I'm not gonna go back to those days for sure ... this level is completed now ... I'm on a higher level ! .. a higher & harder level ...